KICK-YO-ASS HOT!!!

No matter if we don't see eachother for months, years...ever again. Its only time.

Thats what Brian said on the last Ep of Queer as Folk. I ike that qoute. I guess the relavates to this post is nothing but I like it. Anywho, I just want those that have voiced any opinion on me and my scenario that I haven't asked or can offer no good advice, I have some to tell you. : FUCK OF YOU STUPID CUNTS. IF YOU HAVEN'T NOTICED, I'M NOT THE SANIST PERSON IN THE FUCKING WORLD AND IF YOU SO DAMN CONSIRED ABOUT ME AND MY WELFARE, GAVE MY SO FUCK MONEY, OF IF NOTHING ELSE, TELL ME SHIT TO MY FACE. I HAVENT GOT TIME TO WALK ON EGGSHELLS WORRYING ABOUT WHAT PEOPLES MOMS OR WHAT FRIENDS OF FRIENDS OR PEOPLE I'VE KNOW FOR AN ALL OF FIVE SEC. THINK ABOUT ME!! FUCK YOU, GET A LIFE AND STAY OUT OF MINE.
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My dreams are coming back and there not very...nice. They always have someone dying. like this morning I dreamt about me driving a kill my baby sister in a car wreak. Then the one were I killed joe. but I like that one. I've had alot of those. Then the one yesterday when Leann, Geramy, two other people and I were doing some illege at a building and we all got shot, expect leann and Everyone except Leann died, even me. So its sfe to say that, although the happy drugs are still working ( I'm so HAPPY!! LIKE AT ME BEING HAPPY! HAPPINESS!!!) My dark side is coming back. which is good cause that be my creative side. So I can make good stories and not die. YAY
The wired thing about this post is I really not sad or mad or anything. Im just ready to move in life. And Im not doning the best job at doin gthat but I AM trying. And for my that more then I've done most of my life. Im use to ether sometihing I want to happen when I want it or it not happening at all. I have no time to wait. Now I have to learn patents. And Im also use to things being done for me wiht little to no effort on my end. I have to learn to be my own person. Two things that should have been learn bfoe hand have to be learned in a small amount of time if I want to live. And its going to take alot of pushing form within to make it. And I love you guys that are heping and being patent with me most of all She Who Must Not Be Named. Thanks. and lm going to do it. I MUST SUCCESSD!!
I LOVE Y'ALL AND MISS YOU SO!